In Episode 10 of Louder Than My Demons, I open up about the hardest night I’ve faced since getting sober.
A full year of living in fight-or-flight finally caught up to me — and for the first time in almost 12 months, I heard the old whisper: “F**k it… I could drink.”

This episode is raw, honest, and filmed exactly the way that night felt — from the panic, to the spiral, to the moment everything shifted.

🔥 The Outlaw Sermon: “The Edge Isn’t Failure”
⚡ The Reckoning: My nervous breakdown, the bottle’s whisper, and the fight to step back
💥 The Spiral: Black-and-white pacing scene
🌅 The Breakthrough: Why I didn’t fall
🎛 The 5 S’s: How Sobriety, Spirituality, Self-Care, Strength, and Songwriting saved me
🎸 Tales from the Guitar Lounge: The night I saw my son on tour — a moment sobriety gave back to me
📘 From the Journal: A real entry from the day after the breakdown
🎶 Debut Performance: “Not You, Not Again” — a new song born from this episode
💬 Reprise: “One Day Stronger”

If you’re standing on your own edge… you’re not alone.
You can step back.
And you can win that fight.

Thank you for showing up, fighting forward, and being part of The Unbroken.
Rewire. Rebuild. Redeem.

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This is Louder Than My Demons.
And we don’t break easy.