When Missing Someone Hurts… Keep Swinging
Even when you miss someone so bad it aches… keep swinging. Do it for yourself. Do it for the ones still watching — like my daughter.
#LouderThanMyDemons #KeepSwinging #OutlawFaith #RecoveryWarrior #ForMyDaughter #Sobriety #KeepFighting #FaithAndFire #SpiritualStrength #RecoveryJourney #StayStrong #MentalHealth
Gratitude in the Fire
You can’t fake gratitude — and you can’t hide from it either. Episode 4 drops this Friday, 8AM. We’re gonna talk about saying thank you… even when it hurts. #LouderThanMyDemons
The Moment I Broke — Realizing What I Could’ve Done Better | LTMD Short
I didn’t cry because of what they did to me.
I broke because I finally saw what I didn’t do…
The love I didn’t protect.
The words I never said.
The man I could’ve been.
This isn’t about guilt.
It’s about owning the silence that hurt the ones I loved…
and finding peace in the wreckage.
#LouderThanMyDemons #HealingHurts #Accountability #LTMD #EmotionalTruth #MarriageAndMistakes #OutlawHealing
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The Day I Chose Sobriety — No More Excuses, No More Escape | LTMD Short
I wasn’t spiraling.
I was crashing on purpose — hoping rock bottom would save me.
But no one was coming.
So I made the call.
Poured it out.
Closed the door.
And swore I’d never hand my power to a bottle again.
This wasn’t a maybe.
This was the day I decided.
#LouderThanMyDemons #SoberAndDecided #OutlawSobriety #LTMD #NoGoingBack #RockBottomReckoning #ThisIsMyLineInTheSand
They Tried to Control the Story — But I’ve Got the Truth | LTMD Short
They thought they could write my ending.
Whispers, lies, courtroom games.
I used to sit there asking, “What if they never come back?”
Now I look in the mirror and say —
Who cares.
They controlled the narrative while I stayed silent…
at first.
But I’ve got something they’ll never have —
The truth.
And I’m done letting them speak louder than me.
#LouderThanMyDemons #TruthOverLies #OutlawRedemption #LTMD #TheyDontOwnMyStory #SilencedNotBroken #ReclaimTheNarrative
Some Secrets Stay in the Walls… For Now | LTMD Short
Not every story’s ready to be told.
Some are still buried in the floorboards…
echoing through rooms that know too much.
This place holds pieces of me.
Of her.
Of everything I lost and haven’t said yet.
But I will.
Just not yet.
#LouderThanMyDemons #HauntedTruth #UnspokenStories #LTMD #EmotionalAftermath #SecretsInTheWalls #OutlawHealing
Raw Prayer: When You’re Pissed, God’s There to Catch You #shorts
Even in moments of anger and despair, reaching out in prayer counts. It’s not about perfection; it’s about presence and showing up for the fight with faith. As the speaker says, prayer is a ‘fight with faith in one hand and a broken heart in the other.’ #PrayerLife #FaithJourney #SpiritualStruggles #BrokenHearted #GodsPresence
Soul on Fire: Embracing the Fight of Faith and Finding Hope #shorts
Facing demons? He’s running, not walking, trying to break through. Every damn day, even bruised, he shows up. Spirituality isn’t clean; it’s a fistfight with faith and heartbreak. ‘Prayers that sound more like cussing than church.’ Hold on. #faith #motivation #inspiration #spiritualjourney #testimony #mentalhealth
They Tried to Silence Me — Say Hello to the Straight Edge Superstar | LTMD Short
I was written off.
Dismissed.
Told I’d never make it without the bottle, the chaos, the self-destruction.
But I didn’t just survive sobriety —
I owned it.
Say hello to the Straight Edge Superstar…
and goodbye to everything that tried to kill me.
#LouderThanMyDemons #StraightEdgeSuperstar #SoberAndUnstoppable #OutlawRebirth #LTMD #RecoveryRiot #AddictionRecovery #ResilientAsHell
How Spirituality Saved Me From My Inner Demons | Louder Than My Demons Ep. 3
In this episode of Louder Than My Demons, we get real about faith, struggle, and finding something sacred in the chaos.
I’m not here to preach. I’m not here to sell you salvation.
I’m here to tell the truth — that spirituality saved my life when nothing else could.
From my childhood church to boot camp prayers, and finally back to something I can call faith… this one’s raw.
✝️ Includes stories of my son Colton’s faith, a broken belief system rebuilt, and the prayers I only learned how to say when I hit the floor.
💬 Featured segments:
The Reckoning: Spirituality
Tales from the Guitar Lounge
Beyond the Songs
Outlaw Reprise
🎧 Available now on all podcast platforms.
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